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Christina’s Client Story: Unlearning the Story that “There’s Something Wrong with Me” 

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Christina’s Client Story: Unlearning the Story that “There’s Something Wrong with Me” 

When Christina, a world traveler and well-versed personal development enthusiast, began working with me, she felt “like a victim” of her emotions and moods, and doubted whether she could experience lasting happiness. In her search for understanding and relief, she tried therapists but had grown tired of the traditional approaches she encountered.

“I had kind of given up on therapists years before. Every time I had a therapist, there was a lot of work to fit my story into their model. I didn’t really feel heard. I often feel like every model somebody has set up, I don’t quite fit into.”

Christina immediately felt excited when our first session together began on a fresh note: “The very first thing you said to me after introducing yourself was, ‘Where do you want to start? What’s alive in you now?’ and that was very impactful for me, to be met right in the moment.”

“Rather than trying to figure out what’s wrong with me, which has been my framework for my whole life; what’s wrong with me and how do I go about fixing it; there was automatically an assumption that nothing is inherently wrong with me. So much of the work has been about unlearning that… By the end of our conversations, I always feel more connected to myself.”

“In the first four and a half years of working together, I felt like my mind got blown open all the time. I had a completely new way of seeing things. When you go from having a ‘what’s wrong with me’ problem-focus to a ‘how to be satisfied and find desire’ focus…there’s going to be a lot of surprises along the way.”

Christina started working with me in 2018 and returns periodically for a few months at a time. I remember the day that I got a sudden insight so strongly in our session, and I blurted it out right then and there: “You know, we’re spending a lot of time trying to fix or understand something that is wrong… What if there’s nothing wrong? What if you were able to really just be who you are in any moment, no matter what, and let that be good?”

Obviously I don’t just blurt out the first thing that comes to mind every time, but in this case I’m glad I did. The timing was right, there was deep resonance in the moment, and it forever changed the course of our work together, and honestly, of my work in general. It was a turning point for me, and it marked the period where I stopped encouraging clients to focus on their hurt or dis-satisfaction or doubt, and started pointing them toward better feeling perspectives and unconditional well-being. I began to see my role differently, and most of my clients were happy for the change.

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Kelly’s Client Story: Practicing Self-Alignment & Better Feeling Perspectives in Real-Time

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Kelly’s Client Story: Practicing Self-Alignment & Better Feeling Perspectives in Real-Time

Kelly, a high-energy tech start-up professional, describes how our sessions helped her understand what Self-alignment really is, and how I provide the right kind of guidance to help her practice embodying Self-alignment more consistently in her life, professionally and personally.

“It’s why I keep speaking with you every week, because I feel like there are endless opportunities to practice that Self-aligned, expansive feeling. You and I have an understanding of how I get back into Self-alignment. You’ve helped me develop it and you can actually help me do that in real-time when I bring you a topic. It’s helpful to speak with you on a regular basis so that I have that coach or supportive person there to help me do it.”

Listen to Kelly’s Dialogue with Justice: The Limits of Growth Through Suffering Vs. The Infinite Potential of Growth Through Feeling Good:

Kelly’s Dialogue with Justice: The Limits of Growth Through Suffering Vs. The Infinite Potential of Growth Through Feeling Good

In our dialogue, Kelly says that the biggest “surprise” in working together was how, unlike in the conventional therapies she’d tried, we did not spend time digging into trauma or unwanted past experiences as a way for her to achieve release or a sense of personal growth.

Directly experiencing her ability to move into a more Self-aligned, relaxed, joyful, and stable state, at will, became the “proof point” that we didn’t have to revisit, process, integrate, or even understand unwanted experiences, past or present, in order to be “free” of them emotionally. Instead, she discovered that unconditional well-being, clarity, and growth are a natural outcome of focusing on her desires and embodying states of being that feel good.

“I wanted to be softer, more positive, more loving, more present, more excited, and in wonder of the future and possibilities. But I had to find the right person to work with, to guide me, who recognized that this is where I wanted to go and who wouldn’t let me backslide to focusing on trauma and negativity.

My initial growth was through suffering, but that’s not the only way to find growth and expansion. There’s actually a bigger pool available, an infinite pool of feeling good and feeling satisfaction, through finding and just doing more of the things that keep me in Self-alignment. It’s a big shift for me.

I do appreciate that a suffering experience introduced me to inner world work, personal development, coaching and therapy – I really love doing my own growth work! But I realized I didn’t have to do that through suffering only. My gravity towards suffering and wanting to help people who suffer… our work has helped me understand that this is totally fine, but feeling good because feeling good is its own reward is also a very good thing to champion as a way to experience growth as well.”

We conclude by sharing our personal discoveries that, while there are limits to one’s ability or tolerance for growth through suffering, “there’s no ceiling” on the capacity for self expansion through joy because it feels good. As Kelly says, “Just even knowing that makes me feel good.”

Kelly and I enjoyed weekly coaching calls for two and a half years, and it was very satisfying for me to witness and support her as she came to trust her heart’s desire in every regard, and to know her essential Self more and more intimately.

Our work together helped teach me and remind me that every single topic that anyone brings to a session is workable, and always benefits from the willingness to “drop the story”, change focus, and shift into that grounded, self-connected, self-aligned place of clarity, confidence, and ease.

With Kelly, I was able to see how someone could quickly develop the ability to shift states emotionally, mentally, and somatically in order to create a better feeling present-moment experience that simultaneously creates clarity, peace, and optimism for moving forward.

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What is Self-Alignment and Why Does it Matter?

Three Kinds of Self-alignment

The idea of self-alignment comes up in various ways in personal development circles. In my work, self-alignment plays a central role and means something specific.

Self-alignment is related to self-respect, self-knowledge, self-esteem, self-realization, self-love, and many more of the qualities that we might recognize as valuable. But in the way that I teach it, it is something distinct, primary, and of utmost importance for people wanting to create satisfying, joyful, and successful lives.

When I talk about Self-alignment I am speaking of three things:

Aligning Your Three Operating Systems

First, there’s the alignment between your “three selves”:

  • your cognitive self (thinking)
  • your emotional self (feeling)
  • your sensational (somatic) self.

These are like three human operating systems, each with its own kind of language and functioning. When all three are well understood, well maintained, and well aligned, a human being can operate at full capacity, with maximum joy, effectiveness, and well-being.

These three operating systems can also be understood as three distinct aspects of self, three modes of consciousness, and three styles of engaging the self, others, and the world. I refer to them as emotion, cognition, and sensation, and I help people understand and inhabit each one according to its unique characteristics and functions.

Most people are accustomed to relying primarily on one of these three operating systems or modes, occasionally engaging a second if absolutely necessary, and ignoring the third altogether.

The nature of these three operating systems is that no single one can be used anywhere close to its full potential unless all three are finely tuned and harmonized with each other.

The possibility exists to master all three, and to learn to move comfortably and nimbly between them, using each one intentionally and to maximum benefit.

The highest benefit and best use of each of the three human operating systems is in relation to the self first and foremost: When I engage my cognitive system maximally, I am thinking pleasing thoughts about my self. When I engage my emotional system maximally, I am feeling good about my self. When I engage my sensational system maximally, I am feeling good within my self. When I can feel the distinctness of each of these modes, and enjoy them in unison, I am in self-alignment.

From here I have clarity about how to understand and engage my self, and from this clarity flows my clarity about how to understand and engage others, how to understand and engage the world, and how to understand and engage all of the various topics, circumstances, and experiences that arise in my life.

Aligning Desire with Feeling Good

The second kind of self-alignment that I teach is the alignment between your desire and how you feel about your desire.

Desire is a cornerstone of human experience and is the primary evolutionary force shaping our individual and collective lives, so it’s worth understanding and engaging it with clarity and intention.

Here’s the simplest way to put it: When you want something and you feel good (eager, expectant, deserving, clear, easeful, certain, optimistic, hopeful, peaceful) about wanting it, you are in self-alignment. When you want something and feel bad (uncertain, doubtful, undeserving, guilty, ashamed, confused) about wanting it, you are out of self-alignment.

There is much value in finding ways to feel good about wanting, and in cleaning up whatever doubt or ambivalence you might have inadvertently introduced along the way. You will never extinguish your desire, and so you are wise to get into a good-feeling relationship with it. A lot of my client work focuses on helping people develop good-feeling, satisfying, and productive relationships with their desire, and I’ve developed some very effective tools for this.

Aligning the Physical You and the Non-Physical You

Virtually everyone experiences their self as a physical being moving through time/space reality and interpreting their experiences via their five physical senses. From this perspective, you might seem to appear out of “nowhere” upon conception, are born, live in your physical body here on Earth for some time, and then die, disappearing again into “nowhere”.

Religion offers various ideas about an afterlife, and some bigger perspectives on our human experience. Spirituality, superstition, philosophy, and the sciences all weigh in accordingly.

But none of this is quite the same as having your own personal first-hand experience of your self as a non-physical, eternal being at the leading edge of an intelligent and ever-expanding universe. This happens sometimes through meditation or contemplative practices, sometimes through scholarship or study, sometimes through imagination, intention, and desire, and often through what might be called grace, or even just readiness.

If you have an embodied, felt sense of your self as eternal and infinite in essence, then you’ll understand what I’m talking about here. If you have a cognitive understanding of the concept I’m offering, that doesn’t go quite as deep, but it does provide some valuable point of reference.

If you’re a hardcore skeptic and believe only in physical reality, that’s totally fine. You won’t relate to this part of what I have to teach, but that’s OK. Skip it. Work with the first two.

Assuming you have some sense of your physical, temporal (temporary) self moving about for a limited time here in physical form on planet Earth (most people do), and assuming you also have some sense of your self as an eternal, non-physical aspect of an ever-expanding universe, how do you align these two aspects of self?

Do you feel peaceful and eager as you use your bio-physical apparatus to comprehend and appreciate your non-physical eternal-ness? Or do you feel doubtful and uncertain?

When you can simultaneously inhabit your physical, time/space reality AND your non-physical, boundless reality, and when this feels good, you enter an unparalleled state of expansion and clarity, and a profound kind of self-alignment.

Three Kinds of Self-Alignment, All in Alignment

Self-alignment, as I teach it, takes three primary forms as outlined above, and as each form becomes stable in you, through practice, a powerful synthesis occurs.

To be self-aligned in your three operating systems, in your feelings about your desires, and in your relationship between your physical self and non-physical self, opens the door to a new kind of clarity that is simply unavailable otherwise.

There is no end, no bottom, no upper limit on the personal growth and expansion that comes with what I am describing here. There’s no final “arrival” or absolute mastery, only endless satisfaction in the process. Learning to take full satisfaction on this journey is the art of living, and it makes an artist and a master out of anyone who wants it enough to point themselves in that direction and keep on the path.

I have been traversing this territory for some years now personally, and I am successfully guiding those who want guidance. This has become the focus of my professional work as I have evolved my therapy and counselling background into a thriving coaching practice with Self-alignment at its centre.

It Isn’t Work, It Isn’t Hard

There’s one more thing I want you to know: This journey of Self-alignment is easeful and full of joy. It is not treacherous in any way, and it is never grueling.

Those people out there repeating the mantra of “growth is hard” (bless their hearts) are doing something else, not this, which is fine of course. There are so many ways to proceed along this path of life, so many ways to grow and expand and discover, and none are wrong… but you get to choose for you.

Self-alignment as I’ve described it might seem like an immense task or monumental achievement, but it is your essence, it is who you really are. It is who you are when you don’t put obstacles in your way, when you decide that struggle, while it may have served you or felt necessary in the past, isn’t the way you want to proceed with your life.

The self-alignment I’m describing here is the most natural thing in the world, and it is a way of being that aligns you not only with your self, but with life itself… and really, as you might discover, at a certain level of perception there is no difference between the two.

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Patrick’s Client Story: Embodying A Sense of Clarity

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Patrick’s Client Story: Embodying A Sense of Clarity

Patrick, a trekker, traveler, and teacher, originally hired me to help him find clarity about a specific romantic relationship, but ended up uncovering a game-changing insight about the true nature of clarity that he is now able to apply to everything in life.

In our recorded dialogue, Patrick explains his discovery about the nature of clarity, and the two of us discuss the surprising revelation that clarity is more of a “feeling’” thing than a “thinking” thing. Hear how these new embodied perspectives helped Patrick undo long-standing patterns of self doubt and overthinking, and propelled him into the next level of self-trust, and on to a new stage of clearer, easier decision making.

“It was really helpful to learn about this distinction between clarity and understanding, and that when I’m really clear on something, it’s at the intuitive level or body knowing or sensing level, or even the emotional level. Then my need to frame things or label things or categorize things with words, and understand exactly what was happening with a particular relationship… that was different than my real lightning bolt knowing about something.”

Patrick hired me for a short series of sessions, and he was able to get exactly what he came for, albeit not quite in the way he expected, which is not unusual.

Interestingly, when he first described his predicament and confusion, within minutes of our first session, I could immediately feel his clarity about the topic, but I noticed that he didn’t entirely trust the feeling of clarity. Instead, he wanted to justify or rationalize what he already knew in his heart and in his gut. I encounter this often in my sessions with clients.

As an experienced meditator and meditation teacher, Patrick is skillful in his self-observation and is flexible in his thinking, able to try out different perspectives. When I pointed out that he actually seemed to be quite clear about what he wanted, but that he was having a hard time justifying what he wanted, he quickly recognized this to be true.

When I encouraged Patrick to let his emotional clarity be enough, and to stop burdening himself with the need to justify himself, he responded quickly and favorably. Many of my clients respond similarly; when I offer them a better-feeling, easier, and faster way of getting what they want, they take it.

I really enjoyed the way I was able to develop quick rapport with Patrick, and how he gave me such a powerful example of the difference between visceral, embodied clarity (knowing what you want), and the mental gymnastics that we sometimes put ourselves through as we attempt to justify, understand, or explain why.

Most people who seek professional help to find clarity about something in particular expect to hunker down and dig into it. But as I explain in our dialogue: “The problem and the solution don’t lie in the same place. That’s why I try to move people into a state of clarity more generally, so that from a state of more general clarity, when they look back at the problem, they’re looking at it from a perspective of embodied clarity, and it looks different.” From that embodied place of clarity, you can cleanly and easily choose the action that is Self-aligned. Patrick concludes, “Clarity is my friend when it comes to doing what’s right for me.”

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